Dear uni therapist,

I have managed to not email you at all for almost three weeks. The first week was a bit hard, but it has mostly been okay. I had a couple of days in there where I thought that maybe I should just quit now, just not show up anymore, because I seem to be coping without seeing you every week. But I felt really awful for even having that thought. It wouldn't be fair to you. Then again, I'm not sure our relationship is fair to me, because I'll probably be right back where I was after I see you again, not being able to imagine my life without you in it. You keep saying that I'm precious to you, but am I really?

I shall see you in less than two days, anyway, with my daily journal that you asked me to write about the role I play in my family. I'm sure that'll be interesting for you to read, hah.