{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Asuyuka}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} You can't always be responsible for how other people feel. You can say something as kindly as possible and someone will take it the wrong way. It's happened to me. All you can do is shrug and go on your way.

If you honestly feel that you've hurt people, then the best thing to do is forgive yourself. You didn't mean it. Let it go. It's not easy, by a long shot, but it's certainly worth a try, right?

Keep posting. We're here for you! It took a lot of courage on your part to tell us what you have so far. Maybe now that you've gotten your feet wet, you can continue... at your pace, of course.