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Originally Posted by PsychNitrous
3 1/2 hours until I'm done with work for the week. I'm so tired, I'm so sick of pretending I'm OK. I wish I was home already so I didn't have to deal with the rest of this night. I'm so anxious about the rest of my night, I just don't have the energy to make anything happen if it doesn't naturally. And since it's the end of the week I'm already getting emails about stuff going on next week. I've barely made it through this week, I can't even begin to consider next week. I'm afraid it'll be even worse.
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I'm so sorry you are going through this. I know what you feel... the days are longer and never ending because of the pain. it's hard to be present at work but it needs to be done and that's a constant battle with what you feel. you're needed but you feel dead inside. I would run to the bathroom and cry, or sometimes just be there for a few minutes even if I didn't have to use it.
are you taking any medications?
I'm not this time around with my depression. no $ . it's hard to get up every day. you're not alone. just keep posting here. I posted on depression forums this morning and I got a lot of support. it made me feel goo that I'm not alone. thought I was sad that people are going through what we are because I wouldn't wish it on anyone. just keep posting.