I think it's hurtful and inappropriate that she tells you about the extra mile things she does for other clients. You may be right that you'd push her away if you voiced your feelings (I wish i had kept quiet about some things...) but maybe she is provoking you, wanting you to react
To the OP, I get this too in a way - I'd talk to the T, hopefully you can work at a deeper level (?)
(a few months is a very short time for therapy
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Originally Posted by Ellahmae
I understand this differently right now where I am. T used to be all cozy and extra miley with me and now I guess we've transistioned into 'normal therapy' but I still want the extra mile T that I had and it hurts when she tells me about the extra things she does for other clients. What state do I have to be in to get that back? I feel like if I'm okay she'll kick me out. If I'm not okay she'll keep me around but others need more than I do because I had that part of her already but I still want it. Can't tell her any of this because then I'd just be pushing her away and it'd be inappropriate. I don't know why I said all that or what it has to do with anything but I get it in a way :/
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