(((((((((((Asuyuka))))))))))),

It is great that you are starting to be able to put your feelings into words. That is a difficult thing for all to do. Once that happens, it is amazing to find out how many others have similar feelings that may not have been put into words.

The words help us see our thoughts...it allows us to get them out from the fleeting thoughts that are in our mind that have no shape.

It's hard to put our past behind because it is what shapes us into what we are, but there are times when we have to decide what person we want to be based on past experiences, but then let the past go & become the person we want to be from that moment on. Much easier to say than to do...for sure.

Your feelings about life & what is after our life here are normal questions for everyone. The unknown is scarry. It is normal to wonder & hope that is isn't just another plane of existance from our life here. For some, our Christian beliefs help with those questions....but that doesn't mean that they don't exist.....no don't feel alone with your questions.....I know I have asked the same things many times during my 54 years.

We are here to support.....so please, keep on posting when you feel like it. We all appreciate reading thoughts we can relate to & hopefully give you some reasurance that you are not alone & maybe a few hints on how to get through the rough times.

Debbie