I feel I'm juggling several transitions at once. I'm eager not to lose any ground I've gained, and to continue forward. It's a struggle though, especially with weight loss, that seems to fluctuate, and my health seems to take a toll. I've managed to will my sleep cycle back on track whenever it gets off rails, but I still have trouble actually sleeping when I should. Progress has been achieved in nano steps. I feel it's a constant battle of wills. I often feel like I'm always trying to force my will against the entire universe even!!! XD I stay consistent, and eventually, and slowly things I want for myself start to happen, or odd little doors unexpectedly start opening. It's remarkable. Idk if this helps to reassure people. I hope so. Good luck everyone else, we can get whatever we want for ourselves together!
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