((((((Sunny))))))
I know you were doing that long couples session this weekend that you wished you didn't agree to.
It sounds like you were overwhelmed and felt like you were ganged up on by the two men in your life. I hope you can dream again, that the flowers bloom again, that you can plant again and read or send T this poem. For it doesn't have to end completely like this. And I hope you will be able to talk this through with T.
((((Sunny))))
Take gentle care.