I feel horrible I am failing all my school work I want to cry all the time I can't sleep everything hurts and I am exhausted. I don't want to be here anymore I have been cutting more and I feel completely alone my parents think I am fine and everything is great but I constantly feel like I need to stab myself and I can't manage to do anything everything is a mees literally as well I am to exhausted to clean up all this stuff and I just want to curl up into a ball and disappear. The demons keep scaring me and the others in my head are mad because I have not done what they wanted because the demons keep interfering and now everyone is just mad at me and no one wants me around anyway. The panic attacks won't stop and I feel like everyone is just sick of me. And the only thing that kept me going was my rabbit and she is gone and I can't get her back and I just I can't make it all stop I can't take this anymore.