I'm kind of depressed again today. I keep waiting on a friend to call but she doesn't. I've called her a couple of times and she seems friendly but never calls me unless she wants something. I used to go to her house and help her sew quilts but she hasn't asked me recently. I'm afraid I wasn't doing a good enough job and she is just not going to ask me again. It was like the only thing I did that brought me joy. I miss seeing her and visiting while we worked. I just don't know what to do. I don't want to force myself on her.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha
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