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I feel most like myself when stable, but I don't always like it.
I would not be manic if it weren't for others, highly dependent on others, except the particulars of delusions, but they are also mistakes in reasoning that most make.
Every manic person becomes pretty much the same mutatis mutandis: it depends on the situation/environment, not so much the person.
That we feel free is just because we (make ourselves and) become blind (for nuances/particulars).
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me.
Last edited by Icare dixit; Apr 07, 2016 at 10:16 AM.
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