Every word of this speaks to my heart!! All that you said has seemed to be on the edge of my mind and I was not able to put it together.

The tears won't come. I see the events like I'm watching it happen in numbness except for the panic anxious feeling, that's what I feel. I've also been afraid that it would shatter me and change who I was. I don't know the answer to get around whatever is blocking my tears.

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