Anna, I am glad you came out with this post, but as someone else said I am not quite sure how I feel about it. Time will tell. Truth is, if your post is from the heart as you say it is, this is a first step to being able to be real with people. It is a start on the right path and that... my dear, is a good thing.

Going forward, tbh what you do from here will matter most as to what happens here, in your life and in your heart. I hope you keep making the right choices and decide to be real with everyone from now on

Good luck and best wishes!