Miguel'smom, you have been very unstable even rather recently and being inconsistent with your meds and treatment has been a long, on-going theme in your posts. I hate to see you without a therapist; I know your treatment has been very inconsistent because of your move and all. I hope you will be able to find another therapist because without services and consistency in treatment and monitoring, you do tend to become extremely unstable and unable to care for yourself or your family.