AT one time I would have suggested you see a T but not anymore. Now I know better. Try not to feel too bad. I know people who have been blessed with plenty and they do NOTHING with it. Instead of helping others with their "talent" they just walk around putting others down. Some people who seem to be good at something, are often just phonies. They just know the tricks of how to IMPRESS people. Believe me being mediocre is a lot better than being a SHALLOW excuse for a human being that some people are.