I hear what you are saying--- I'm in the same spot. I really think I'm crazier than ever before. It's such a rollercoaster of moods. My depression gets so bad it's scary-- but it does seem to fade in and out abit. How's your memory? mine is definately gone. I really try to stay rational and think through some of this-- telling myself "it's hormones it will eventually end" It helps me a little to keep saying it--- If I remember it!