This week had been going better. My anxiety is under control and while I got another diabetes attack, it was because it's part of my TOC and after talking with my therapist, it lowered a lot. Today I finally got the job (or I will get it when I sing this Saturday) as a teacher and I'm very happy because I feel productive, although I don't feel as happy or excited as I think I was going to be. An addiction to exhilaration or fantasy about it, I think it was called by my therapist. I'm mostly tired and doing mindfulness. But I feel better and stronger than yersterday.