My appt to find out the results of the last blood panel and ultrasounds is tomorrow morning. I'm not sure if I want to find out or not!

I'm so tired of fighting this body!! Nothing works right! I read up on cellulitis and I read that liposuction can cause it. Here I was planning on bugging my doctor to write it up with some medical mumbo-jumbo so that the insurance would pay for it. I thought I could get rid of it if I got rid of my gutt!!

Then there's the incredibly huge hernia I have on the right side of The Gutt. It's gotta go!! They don't really want to touch it because it's too big to run the risk of strangulation.

My brain don't work right, my shoulders hurt, my back hurts, my hips and knees don't work!! I'VE SO HAD IT!!!! I WANT A NEW BODY!!!!