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Old Apr 07, 2016, 09:08 PM
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Originally Posted by awkwardlyyours View Post
Kudos to you rainbow for having the courage to focus on the here-and-now with your T!

I seriously shy away from the discomfort of it and change the topic (which my T finally pointed out) -- it's what I do in the rest of my life as well and so, being okay doing it seems like a long road ahead.

I guess I don't really have much else to say except take your time with the abuse label -- I find that just my emotions (about any event) being validated is often enough until I can get used to whatever the label is.

It sounds like you're really making awesome progress in your therapy!
Thanks, ay! It wasn't MY idea to focus on the here and now but it's the way my T likes to operate. I've come to appreciate the benefits though not without embarrassment!

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Originally Posted by Ellahmae View Post
I have been thinking of a response to your thread as my T seems similar to yours but I am not doing well in the brain functioning department today but I will respond when I can. Just wanted you to know I was thinking of you and your questions.
Thanks, Ellahmae. I've noticed your T seems somewhat like mine.

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Originally Posted by Trippin2.0 View Post
My T also tries to get me to focus on the hear and now, mainly because I automatically shut down my emotions when they're too unsettling. I've unknowingly become a master at avoiding unpleasant feelings.

Also, I can sort of understand the issue with your brother, although my story is not the same. I can accept that mine abused me, I can accept that alot of terrible things happened, and probably even more terrible things that I don't care to remember, I even know why I never told my mother, and I can accept my reasoning.... But I cannot think of my childhood and label what happened to me as traumatic.

Trauma just feels like much too big of a word.


I'm glad to hear you're making such wonderful progress.
Thanks, trippin. My T talks about little t traumas. I don't like the word either, or "abuse." I still don't think he abused me.

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Originally Posted by unaluna View Post
Like trippin says - i got lost in my earlier post. Im one of the people who said, rainbow thats abuse. Maybe broken or effed up is a better description. Just not something to build a relationship on.

More apparent or striking by what is now absent, than by what was then present. Like, no hard feelings, but not a lot of close feelings either.
Is that how it is with your brothers? Strange thing. I usually get along pretty well with my brother. I know he wasn't malicious so I don't blame him. It's confusing!