One born with this trauma based condition, living a life of mental anguish, only to further be chastised and ridiculed lifelong like in "normal" society, living to endure a lifelong misery.....why?

Why are we so special? Is it a test or a short straw? Many die just because of this....for those .

I feel cursed from the start even though I didn't do anything!

Why?

I don't get the joke even though everybody else is laughing. WTF?

Then to be in the wrong sex? WTF?

Why am I so lucky to be the chosen one to endure such hardship like you all just like us?

It's soul crushing and devastating, and yet the Others keeps us living...why?

Why am I so special?

-_-