Ok, I gave him another chance...big mistake. He hasn't come to see me or called me or anything and I'm not making any moves because I want to see how much he really wants to be with me...well I got the answer...actually it's the answer I wanted. Now I know how important I really am in his world of head games and god knows what else.

It bugged me at first that he wasn't trying to see me, but now it kind of is a relief for me because right now in my life a boyfriend is too complicated...I'm just trying to get myself back on my feet from 2 funerals (mom and aunt)....where he didn't even comfort me at all.