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Originally Posted by Pikku Myy
I went thru two years of teraphy of which one part was to take picture of myself, so I could learn/visualize how to smile again. Not always about youth  hugs and hope things calm down. Horrible thing someone did to you.
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This is a bit off-topic but my shame concerning the state of the single whole tooth and three rotting stubs in my mouth not only prevent me from smiling but cause problems when I attempt to talk.
I'm glad that I've a number of photos, taken in younger days, of my smiling face. I feel horrible, like swamp scum, when people that I used to know find me and, inevitably, write, "I remember your beautiful smile." I know that they mean well but it makes me feel awful about myself.
One thing that really blows is that I spent $20K during my manic spending spree on crap and with half of that I could have had high-quality denture implants. My continuing and ever-worsening stupidity still amazes me at times.
I would like to smile again. Maybe laugh. That sounds nice