I feel happy for my brother because I want see him in a much better shape. My feelings regarding her are much more varied. I also think that my brother seeing her will sort of diminish the already very weak connection between us (the therapist and me) and it will help kill my therapy.
ETA: I also think that I will tell her that I have recorded some of our sessions without her permission. So, yeah, maybe I dont want to see her again.
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