Yes, I care and yes, I want my T to remember after I'm gone. I don't know about all Ts. Maybe some just terminate and never think of that client again, but I believe the Ts I've seen do remember past clients, and remember them fondly. I think that the relationship I have with my T in that room is different from any other relationship she has with any other client. I don't mean to say that out relationship is better or more special or anything like that, but I just mean that I am unique and I bring my uniqueness to her and my uniqueness brings out qualities in her that others might not see - just like their uniqueness might bring out qualities that I don't see. I just can't imagine that if you are genuinely invested in a relationship like that that it doesn't leave a mark on your heart.