If you take the medication, the others might disappear. The others aren't nice to you, don't you want to get rid of them? Don't you want the world to seem real to you so you can get your degree?

I want you to have a chance at life. I want you to have happiness and success and whatever else you wish for. I wish you wouldn't let "others" inside your head rule your life and decide whether you live or die. Surely that isn't what you want for yourself, either?

If you take medication and go to psychotherapy to work through your trauma, the others and the demons might go away. I'm not saying they definitely will, and I understand that you are scared, but if you end your life, you will never know what might have been. You haven't tried every option available to you.

What would the others do to you if you took medication? Would they get angry? Would they do something to punish you? What is going to happen?