((((septembermorn)))) i know the feeling of not having your body work right. even the brain. i wish i can simply jump start my brain with cables. lol. i hope things get better for you and that you will find a way to manage all those symptoms you have. being riddled with all those symptoms is nuts, i know. when i hit bottom with my depression last april, i was sore all over! yeesh, it was weird. anyway, all that went away over time. sometimes, you want to throw a fit at your body, huh? i know.