When I'm depressed everything is a chore. Showering is just awful. When I'm stable I'll style my hair - blow dry with mousse. Depressed I just let it air dry. When it was long I could get away with not showering or washing it for three days because I could put it up in a ponytail. Now I can't do that but I can still go every other day.
I haven't worn makes in years. I have a feminist objection to it, in which I am outraged that I should HAVE to, so I don't. But it's also laziness. I definitely don't leave enough time to put on makeup in the morning. I only wear it for things like weddings. I don't even think I have any right now.
But the showering and doing my hair...just terrible when I'm depressed.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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