I know...I take the maximum dose of almost all of my 7 meds and it is rather difficult and frustrating. Since I cannot separate my own sympathy from my pain, I feel empty. Soon I will receive good insurance through my husband's new job. There are few people I know who demonstrate the only commitment is life and its to each other.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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