yes in the past I have.. one time the pdoc I was seeing freaked out big time to the extent that she actually called me all night and early hours of the morning (that afternoon something bad had happened and I had called her in a complete mess but she didn't answer and so I left a msg in tears (I do not think I said I had plans or anything for suicidal but that I was just really struggling)

I ended up dissociating really bad though and was in and out of sleep so wasn't able to answer when she was calling. The next morning woke up to a million missed calls from pdoc and well yeh... it probably would have been helpful if she had actually gotten my new address from me (I had just moved out of home and into supported accomodation)

Another time when I was seeing a counsellor (this was many yrs ago again) I must have worried my couns a lot because she then banned me from contacting her if I was even just feeling the tiniest bit suicidal.

my current T is really good though and I feel like she is way more able to help me no matter what state of mind I am in and so cuz of that it doesn't worry me as such if she sees me in a bad way... I know she can handle it and if not she addresses it with me which is what all professionals in this field should do.. its important that everyone is on the same page...