i am so tired and so stressed i dont even know what to do with uni i cant i have tried but i cant do it all i can think about is ways to end it all i am trying to wait unlit after a certain date but i just i am so tired and everything hurts and there is so much noise and i am scared all the time and i keep crying and i keep hitting myself and i have been cutting a lot and nothing feels real and i cant take this anymore.