"Why do I have to be BP?"
I ask myself that, too. I wonder if I could have been a better teacher without BP. Would I be in the classroom still and looking forward to each day and the inevitable challenge? I think I'm still grieving the loss of this career, it got under my skin, and is really hard to let go of. Are there some accommodations that you can request to make the remaining weeks of school more doable? My school district approved intermittent FMLA leave, not reduced work-week, but approved full-time medical leave. So, I'm on the sidelines. But there could be other helpful accommodations. Take care!