1976Kitchenfloor, I think Amanda, according to the psycentral post here wasn't saying that she was aware of DID prior to T...She stated her integration kinda just happened, so according to the link in the post she accepted all thoughts feelings personalities...So I'm guessing as each one exerted control she eventually was able to know and understand that this is her system so for her and according to the website she is integrated. I'm sure Amanda has bouts with everyday amnesia, if I"m not mistaken the criteria is a little different isn't she not of the USA.....I read alot in this forum especially if the user name are similar to a system member it is kind of automatic to follow those ones, unless I determine if I should change or code an alter name so that I don't show favoritism and also because some people see it as cyber stalking for us externalizer, but at any rate, hopefully not too imposing.....She is using every one of go to methods to manage DID/PTSD therefore an improved life, so in most cases she is stable..