Hello all. Thank you for reading.

So I have been diagnosed with major depressive disorder and ADD.

I was prescribed 10 mg of adderall per day. Took it as prescribed. And was amazed that I could actually get out of bed, get things done, and not be so sad.

Then a friend convinced me I don't need medicine, that I only need God. So I came off adderall and my antidepressant and mood stabilizer. It was hell.

I went back to my doc after a few months. He won't give me adderall anymore, because he says it's dangerous to keep going on and off meds.

But I really really want to be back on adderall. I honestly don't know if I'm an addict or if that med just really helped me, my depression is BAD.

Thank you for reading, any feedback is appreciated.