I've recently had my stimulant script taken away by my pdoc and that very same day I went out and got adderall. Last Monday was my last time. I was also put on lexapro to deal with the horrible depression from the come down. I'm struggling bad and it's impossible to get out of bed each day. I have no motivation to clean my house or myself for that matter. I don't know how long it's going to take to get myself back. I've abused uppers for a long time so who knows if I'll ever be back to normal. Honestly I'm scared and I really believe I've messed up my BP for good. I guess you and I will go through this together lol! ((Hugs))

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