HAHA! If a good cussing out would help anything, I would have done it long ago! I might have even slapped myself around a few times. Unfotunately, I would have just caused myself more pain.

Been where you've been. When one hits rock bottom with depression, like the commercial says, EVERYTHING hurts! It can be a vicious circle, that's for sure!

I've gotta take a shower and get ready now. Even THAT hurts!