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Originally Posted by BunYip
Ok I need suggestions, if there are any. Everytime I look at my new neighbour I want smash his face into a wall. I think this a bt of an over-reaction. My T has asked me to look for things I dislike about him. I have only really met him twice but just looking at him from my window when he is in the yard below still get sthe same reaction. When I am physically near him i cant look at him, I have to look past him or at the ground. How am I supposed to isolate what it is that triigers me when i can't go near him???
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Hmmm...i don't know, never had such a strong reaction to someone i've never really met. Though, when I see my neighbor across the street, I tell her "Eff you, beehottch!!" every time (in my car, alone...obviously). I hate her with all my passion because a few years ago we got a big snow storm, and this was the first time i had to shovel feet of snow off my car. I park on the street, and was shoveling the snow onto the sidewalk.
Little did I know that if you live in the city, you are required to keep your sidewalks clean. I am a tenant in a basement apartment, so I had no clue. Well, out she walks to me and goes "Are you effing crazy? Are you an arsehole?" I was like "Uhh....." and she continued to rant "You are an effing behootch! What were you thinking shoveling the snow on the sidewalk!!" Etc...I mean she went ON for a few minutes, using every expletive possible at me. I didn't know what to say. I stood there and took it. I apologized, saying I didn't know that was a rule, and I'd clear it out.
I was shaking and just focusing on not crying. A few people witnessed it, and looked at me with sympathy...but yeah. It was only a few minutes after she left that I got PISSED. I have hated her ever since. I really don't care if she had a terrible day or is depressed or whatever...you NEVER treat someone like that!