I will try to keep this short. My mom was diagnosed with OCD.
I have many issues. Strong social anxiety never had relationship and feel negative a lot.

I'm very scared that someone abused me and I've been getting intrusive thoughts that a family member did. I have reviewed my past upbringing in my head and tried to find anything out of place trying to find if i might have been an hid it from my mind.

I've been going over my thoughts trying to find any signs of abuse.
The intrusive thought I've had is having thoughts of this person doing sexual things to me and it's scary.