life sucks again sometimes
When will it change
Back to normal, winges and whines
All just a game.

Maybe people can't change
What's it all about?
Seems depression always gets the blame
Just shut my mouth.

Al my life's been someone else
Now it's time to be me
As I feared no one likes my real self
Will I ever be free?

Can't lose this shell I've known so long
It's too bad underneath
Everything I do's met by a throng
of negative, insulting words, can't breathe.

I want to be accepted, loved for me
too long has passed
they know me as someone else
my chance has passed.

Things are good, feeling down
made to feel much guilt
husband went to work with a frown
many tears today i've spilt.

Been told I'm not the one
whose working all night long
feel i'm the one shirking
guilty pangs so strong.

Point's been scored, know how he feels
makes me feel useless again
Resented I'm not working yet
so guilt outweighs the pain.

NOTHING CHANGES Jinny