Such sweet sorrow.
I have all but decided not to participate. Not that I don't dearly want to, but that because of the crowd expected, the parking is off site and will utilize busses instead. I just don't do bus steps well. I already was debating about the steps necessary to get to the choir loft... and my sacrum went out from just one step up this last week. Not to mention (which I am) an issue I'm having with one of my eyes I had surgery on this summer. (Don't know I can read music under spotlights.)
Sigh. My mind says I can't do it. My heart desperately wants to go and add to the group showing that this was truly a great man of God!