Hello Spirtium!

I understand how you feel about not having a special woman in your life

It happens that someone comes across the wrong therapist It's very important not to stop there, because not everything is tainted, there must be something somewhere around the corner that can keep you alive
Socializing is all about trial and error since it's a skill that you gain and grow each time you practice it. And of course, doing it while depressed or with low self-esteem will make the error part of trial and error be the end-point, the thing that will be taken as an evidence to absolute failure, but once we understand that this is a trial and error thing, like with any other skill, we can forgive ourselves for failing And yes, some people seem to get it faster, but getting it slowly is actually a good thing, because you'll be more open to learn more things than those who think that they've "got it"

I recommend a self-teaching course you set for yourself, reading books on relationships and how to attract women, and I don't mean attracting women mainly with looks. Reading about the difference between men and women is something that will massively help, because you'll understand how you think and how a woman thinks, and also find ways how to communicate with women in a way that suits both you and her. There are a number of books that can teach you that, some of them are really wonderfully written like Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus by John Gray. I suggest starting with this author who has a series of books inspired by the same title. I read a few of them, and they helped me tremendously.

Ensuring your well-being is pivotal too! Balancing the hormones and all the necessary brain chemicals naturally is the best way to go about it, and focus on it being natural. Underline that word with as many lines as you can!

Hope this helps!

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