So I will be seeing my T tomorrow after a 2 week break!! He called yesterday, apologized for what happened between us. He said he realized that the last session did not go well, and it was him, he was burned out. He said he was feeling frustrated, and unable to get reach me, he is worried about me and found himself thinking about my case all the time, and he just didn't feel that he was helping and needed to take a step back! I get that, I have to live with my feelings and emotions daily, I want so bad to just step back and give it to someone else!!

Anyway, we talked, and he still thinks his colleague that runs a trama group and speacializes in this stuff would help me, and he said it wouldn't be permanent if I went that route, he would still be my primary T. I told him I am not against that, and if I go that route now, at least it will be because we both feel it is best, not because I felt he was abandoning me! He said he will never abandon me or reject me, he is with me to the end

I asked if he was uncomfortable doing this next phase of healing with me, the inner child work. He said no, he just wants to make sure he can keep me safe, and be able to guide me the right way!! He thanked me for giving him some time to think, and clear his head.......I told him next time just tell me, don't sound so vague.........I was totally losing it, thinking you were history and it was my fault.......

So I emailed him last night, with just a Thanks
He emailed me back with a bit Thank You!!!

I love my T