I'm an addict currently using. I have been criticized in the very first support chat group I was in because I wanted to discuss the drug of my choice and receive feedback and some shared understanding. Told me to attend meetings, but I replied I wasn't comfortable talking with my current addiction with those who are recovered, their answer was, many attend while still using, but as soon as I mentioned the drug I was on and the problems I am and have experienced with my usage I was silenced and told I could not discuss detailed drug use because it causes cravings for those recovered addicts....um isn't that exactly what I said as soon as attending meetings came up in the discussion. I just want to talk to someone about what I'm doing, why I'm having problems kicking and how I feel as a "current" addict.