Thanks for all the replies i really appreciate it everyone. I just feel like i'm unpredictable and act completely out of character. Ruined so many relationships/friendships doing this crap. I'm not sure if it's related to mental illness or my tendency to go overboard binging, probably both. Enough alcohol will probably make most people lose their mind. Was just wondering if you guys noticed any tendencies that bipolar or possibly bpd(i know this is bp forum but they seem to overlap) people seem to have while drinking or using any certain drugs.