I think what influenced me in taking back my script after a year is because of my circle of friends. People have the tendency to go back to their old habits when they think back past joyed memories.I never think of it until a friend of mine talked about it and all of a sudden, the craving came back into my head and the evil voices just keep on persuading me to try it and feel the joy. its all in our head. This can be stop if you have a strong faith and belief. But what im concerned here, how to get rid of the thing? I mean you can say you dont have money to buy it but it pushes you to the limit. Its never easy to avoid such things. Please help.. i think im having a bipolar disorder now. Something urged me to keep on finding that craving of mine.