Well the saga continues. I've been trying to get this woman out of my head for months and I thought I was doing okay. Well she sent me a photo of her and her boyfriend looking very cozy and I was back to square one. I don't know if I can sleep now and it's not fair because I was really trying to stay busy and leave her behind. I even been going to my therapist to talk about the issue. I'm really having trouble at the moment just trying to justify moving forward. I really am a desperate person and this one picture has me paralyzed. I know she doesn't probably know that she hurt me so bad and I'm trying to take the high road but this is extremely difficult. I know people here have encouraged me to look elsewhere but I just haven't and I don't know if I can. A friend is needed and I don't have one I can really talk to about this. I just had to write something or explode. Thanks
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