Lastly I've not talked to her dad in years. He's a great guy, I trust his word, because he's aware of his daughter more than me. He's trying to set a good example and he did a good job overall.

So also I'm aware of her habitual lying, I haven't left that under the table either. I sometimes think there's a possibility, but not much anymore. I'm relieved honestly.

She wants me to worry that's how she controls me that's why the girl I was with cussed her out and she asked me if I wanted to say a few words. I told the girl I was in the car with, no I got nothing to say to her, she's all yours to roast on and call her out. I had people on my side for once in that moment. It was a day I felt I never got to see.

A lot of my older friends know who she is through me and always say, all my guy and female friends always say to me, "oh no not that one again." or "Don't talk to that nasty girl" "you still talk to that ..." etc. People gave me so much crap for years about it, because they wanted me to break it off with her, because I was addicted to the sex and fake affection and letting her abuse me.

2 years of hell, and omg I can't tell you how good it felt to tell her off the other day not being alone. The girl I'm with now, is just a fwb, but she's been more a friend and better girlfriend equivalent than anyone I've dated. We are going on dates, but we're not dating in both our words. She gave me **** about saying, "ok this doesn't mean we're dating, buutttt I still want to go out and go on dates with you though."

I think it's nice. she's my kind of girl anyways. I'll hope to find a girl that makes me feel at home nothing specific again when I move to texas soon.