another thing i didn't mention (which i've just posted in someone's thread in coping with emotions)

everytime i talk to someone, it always comes back to me- " i have these issues", or "my life is a mistake", and not everyone- all the time, wants to hear about that.

i can't seem to have a normal conversation.. i think a lot of it comes down to not having many experiences i can relate to.

so conversation just won't last