I'm so scared...my t hasn't called me back tho I'v called her twice..I'm starting to feel...that the times I've said she's helped it was just hope in my mind and me pretending her to be something she can't be. I"m so freaking selfish I want to die..so so bad...just to be in peace....i wonna go to heaven...................T.........CALL ME...LOVE ME......SOMEONE........................................