Well, thank you. It's reassuring to know that I'm not the bad guy, at least. And yeah, knowing that you won't act on those impulses or thoughts is reassuring, but I will admit that it is still scary. I can't say for certain if that's why I have intrusive thoughts, but I can at least pinpoint where they started. Where everything popped up. And kind of making the connections of "oh, this started there" is enough to kind of alleviate the thoughts. That and finding how they can pop up from the oddest stimuli. Which...honestly, I'm wondering if there are some buried feelings that might become clearer the more reexamining I do.

And yeah, school...it had its good moments, but it also had its downright awful ones. Mostly involving me clashing with teachers and such. I think they just didn't know how to handle a kid with learning disabilities.