Please....just walk away. What do you think you are gaining by continually trying to have contact with someone who has repeatedly set boundaries for you to limit your communication with him? I'm beginning to wonder if you love the drama and attention your posts stir up here. If you walk away from him, you also walk away from the attention. What is your real motivation in this situation? I really don't mean to sound harsh, but you aren't helping yourself by continually stirring the pot with this dr. and we aren't helping you by enabling you to keep this going. Examine you motives - both in your real life and by posting here. Make the best decision for you and reach out in real life for someone who can help you like you really need.