Overprotective, emotionally unavailable (due to grief) mother, and perfectionist, impossible to please father. I didn't think my parents loved me. I had a lot of trauma and that's pretty much all I remember from my childhood- the nights of insomnia and panic attacks- other than a few random memories here and there. I'm only realizing now how odd it is that I don't remember my childhood and people twice my age can remember birthday parties etc. (I do have DID, so that would explain why.)